10/3/2012 (Saturday)
What a restless night! Double decker beds are horrible, especially when you don't get to sleep at the bottom and you're forced to sleep on top since the other beds are occupied... hmph. Still made it through the night, woke up and showered in dorm-like toilets, sharing with a bunch of other girls, euw.
For the first time ever I wore a pinafore, and I liked it! Usually I would wear baju kurung to school, so wearing a pinafore felt pretty cool. And it was compulsory for everyone to wear school uniform for the second day.
I went to have breakfast at the dining room and as I walked in, I spotted... him. Its him and his mates, again. Of course no one came up to say hi. I was quietly observing that guy on my own.
Why? Well, I really don't know why.. Ah, he probably forgot about the whole "challenge" last night.... sigh. :(
Wait.... Why am I expecting him to notice me? hmm.....
After lunch, everyone gathered at the hall. So happened they sat right in front of my friends and I. How distracting?! I couldn't even pay much attention towards the talk going on in front, as I was busy trying to catch a glimpse of him, that talented guy.
Next thing I knew was that I kept looking out for his presence. If I were somewhere in the dining hall or in a group game, I'd look out for him. Without making it to obvious, though. I wonder if he's doing the same...
Why am I so bothered about this guy? I'm not supposed to be like this, isn't it creepy? Well maybe, but people don't see what I'm thinking, it's just dialogues between my subconscious and I. ;)
It was night time and every group was busy rehearsing their performances. We had to come up with anything performance based - singing, dancing, acting, anything entertaining. Once everyone was ready, we had to draw lots on who's gonna get up that stage and perform for the crowd and the advisers, just for fun.
Other schools had on funny acts, some just did silly dancing that made everyone laugh like crazy. My school did what our school's famous for, cheerleading and fan-girling on One Direction. *No, I am not a crazy fan of them, the other girls were* Oh, and I also did a short Nicki Minaj 'Superbass' part too. Just to kill time, heh.
Once we were done and seated, was the Victorians turn.They performed an acoustic version of 'Hey Soul Sister', them being them, they managed to get the crowd hyped up. Me? I was just sitting down, observing.
Little did I knew, that the next performance was going to make me go nuts, performing 'Look at Me Now' by Chris Brown, Busta Rhymes and Lil Wayne. And who rapped the crazily fast, awesome part? HE DID.
I was extremely dumbstruck, words couldn't come out of my mouth listening to him! Was that even real?! It was so good and all 'swagged up', awesome!
*By now everyone should know that, yes, I have a "thing" for talented guys.*
And right after that performance which blew my mind away, some "weird" feelings came along, and I was eager on getting to know him better. But how?
Later that night, the person in charged of music decided to entertain everyone with music and dancing, so that everyone could wind down. I love dancing so much, so my friends and I danced on our own, going crazy. Then I spotted him, dancing with his friends. Once again, I was shocked, he could break dance so well! Next thing I knew the boys from his school and the girls from my school started dancing together, and it was hilarious! But all I could see was him, trying to catch my eye. Gotcha! ;)
When everyone went back to their dorms, I was looking to see if he would appear anywhere near my dorm. At that night, strange things happened so the boys were in charge to look around, then I knew that he would pass by my dorm. Then I saw him, and my stomach did a back flip. Heheh. My friends wanted to go down to the canteen for a drink, so he (and his mates) volunteered to follow them to the canteen. At first I was reluctant and shy, then I thought, maybe I should give it a try. Try start a conversation. So I followed them.
"Hey, you can really sing well.." he said.
"*smiles* Your rapping skills are awesome too!"... and then the conversation went on and on, and we realized that our schools were quite near to each other, and that I was elder than he was, *just one year*, and we certainly knew we had a thing in common.
We both had a crush on each other.
That night, I couldn't sleep. Camp ends tomorrow, and I knew I had to do something about this funny fuzzy feeling, cause if I don't, it would slip away and it would just be like another random camp meet, where we go on having no proper contact, then we would start to find each other on Facebook, and go on from there, it just won't feel right. To me, the classic face to face meet is the real thing, real conversations counts the most, not the Facebook exchanging number way.
But, what if he doesn't even make the move to ask for my number or something? They should be the one who makes the move, right? I noticed that he was kind of shy. But, I liked it. I liked that he had that 'shy' thing in him, instead of arrogance and boldness.
I definitely didn't wanna come off as "desperate". Why do I feel like I need to do this? Like it's either I do it now, or it's nothing at all? I trust my instincts, therefore my challenge the next day was to get him to exchange numbers with me, whether he wants to talk to me later on or not, I don't know, but I felt like I had to do it!
Now, let's see what happens the next day....
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